Thud. Thud. Thud.
I had to drag myself out of bed this early Wednesday morning. I haven’t been running consistently lately and I have been so lazy this past November 2009. I left my two boys in bed and kissed them before I left. D wrapped his right arm with mine – and for a minute I wanted to snuggle up with them and sleep again… I had to resist the urge to do so – and I’m glad I did.
Thud. Thud. Thud.
I chose to not run with my ipod on – and contently listened to the sound of my foot as it hit the pavement… And let a multitude of thoughts run through my mind. In the beginning it was HARD. The first kilometer is always the hardest for me. And my mind was blank at first with just me talking in my head – pushing me to plod on.
And then, I thought of my almost three-year old boy. Almost everyone in my internet world – knows him already. He has been my anchor during the tough times that I had to go through for the past two years. Sometimes, I wonder if it was wise of me to kind of show him off. Now, that I think of it – he was my shield and protected me through the battle that I had to face back then… Today, life has taken a 360 degree turn for the good for me – for us. And I am oh so thankful – at the point of being scared. Scared because at any moment, something might happen and it will be all be gone in an instant. So everyday we make it a point to pray every night and every morning for the things that we are thankful for.
Last night before the three of us went to sleep, we had our goodnight/thanksgiving prayer. Usually, it was just me and D who pray out loud. And then out of the blue after I say, “Thank you Jesus for…”. Sky utters, “..For the dinosaur, for my juice and my milky…” And all D and I could do was smile – knowing we’re on the right track.
When I saw the sun rising up in the horizon, I headed home. On my way, I didn’t hear the heavy thud of my feet as it hit the ground. I was flying again, and it felt good. Mornings has never been so good. Nice start for my first December run.








